Watch this video and find hope amidst such tragedy. She prayed and God answered. He always answers.
This is one the those days. You know the ones. You simply go through the motions. You do what you have to do because life does not stop just because we do. And because God does feed the birds, put he does not place it in the nest for them; I will keep moving forward. It will all make sense eventually right? God never said life would be easy, but He did say He would be with us every step of the way.
So Lord – I admit right where I am – on this platform seen by numbers unknown – I need you. I need you to not only give me strength, but BE my strength. Help me to keep remembering that you have never abandoned me, and you never will.
Matthew 6: 25-34
“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Can any one of you by worrying add a single hour to your life[?
“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the flowers of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
Dear readers – when have you felt discouraged? What have you done to maintain your faith? Please share.
It was my 19th birthday when they wheeled my mom into the operating room. Just a couple weeks earlier she had discovered a lump in her breast tissue. Although her doctor had determined it was benign, she elected to have it removed and analyzed.
It was very early in the morning. Dad and I sipped coffee as we waited to hear how the operation went. We were so anxious – we didn’t sit. We stood outside the door and waited. As we were waiting – our pastor arrived. We visited for a bit and he prayed with us. When the double doors swung open, I couldn’t quite read the look on his face. Or maybe I didn’t want to read it. The biopsy had been misread, and the lump was malignant. My mom…mommy….friend……confidant. She was sick….really sick.
The tears started falling. The headache set in. The numbness set in. My mom has cancer. I had
to keep repeating it. It was one of those times when you can’t move, can’t speak. Breath – that’s it. That’s all I could muster. Everything seemed to be in slow motion.
I remember looking at our pastor – his eyes were over flowing. Our pastor’s wife was a dietitian at the hospital. I remember going to her office and crying, telling her what had happened. Together we called my employer to let them know I would not be at work that evening. Again – everything is moving in slow motion.
We were finally able to see her. She was hooked up to all these wires, and tubes. She was barely awake – still not fully aware of what had transpired.
In the days that followed mom gained a a full understanding for what was ahead of her. We worked with her to mentally, physically, and emotionally support her through the process of treatment and healing.
When the day came to prescribe her treatment regimen, we expected to hear chemo/radiation therapy for at least the next 6 months. What we heard was remarkable. Mom’s tumor was decimals of a centimeter away from what would have required chemotherapy. She would only require 6 months of radiation with routine follow ups. She was elated. She and I had the most memorable shopping trip of my life after that appointment. I still remember what she said to me…”Angie I am so happy I just might buy you this entire store!” ha! Just what a teenager wants to hear right?!
The lesson I learned from all of this is one that I surprised myself with. My mom asked me one day “Why does this have to happen to me?” My answer was this; “God knows you can handle it. And He needs people to relate to those who aren’t as strong”. Great answer right! I have no doubt that He put that answer on my heart that day.
I have never forgotten that answer. I have used it many times both for myself and for others.
It’s true you know. He allows us to go through trials sometimes because He needs people that can say “Hey – I know how you feel because I have been where you are.” Sometimes we may never know the full reasoning behind our trials, but this is always true…..God can and will use them for good.
And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose Romans 8:28
There is always hope. There is always light after the night. There is always ALWAYS a loving savior waiting for you to fall into His arms.
There’s a really good bible Study by Ann Voskamp called One Thousand Gifts. The study helps us learn to see all that God has provided us with. She challenges us with The Joy Dare and writing down 3 unexpected gifts each day and by the end of the year we have not only counted One Thousand Gifts, we have gained a new perspective. I am doing it, and it is amazing. You can buy the book here: http://tiny.cc/opd7tw.
Sometimes all we can do is just breath – and that’s okay. Grace…God’s grace….will get you through.
I was having a conversation with a friend this morning about life. It’s challenges. It’s frustrations. As Christians especially, we so want to know that we know that we know that we are where God wants us to be. At times it is so overwhelming to think about. We want so badly to please Him.
When we are looking for God’s leading in our lives, so often we want to see the big picture. Not only do we want Him to reveal what we need to do at this very moment; we also think we need to know where that will lead us to. We want what we see when we buy a puzzle and dump all 500 pieces out on the table. We have a picture of the finished product. We know as we fit the pieces together, exactly what it is supposed to look like.
What if that puzzle turned out completely different from the picture we see? Not only different, but so much more beautiful! For one thing – it would be much harder to put together wouldn’t it? It would take more time and patience to make the pieces fit. We would probably get confused and very frustrated. We would probably need to take a few time outs from the project to clear our mind. But eventually we would come back to it. And eventually we would figure it out.
Life is the same way. We can have moments of clarity where we can put pieces together. But then when the pieces don’t fit, we want to give up. We can’t do that. We just need to walk away, relax, pray, breath, and press on. The end result will surely be far beyond any picture we could create in our simple minds.
Don’t try so hard to see it. Just keep moving ahead and aiming to please Him. As long as we are doing that, we are exactly where we need to be.
I PRESS ON TOWARD THE GOAL TO WIN THE PRIZE FOR WHICH GOD HAS CALLED ME HEAVENWARD IN CHRIST JESUS. ~PHILIPPIANS 3:14.
I could wallow in self-pity. And a lot of people would rush to my side and say that I am perfectly justified. Why would I want to do that though? It’s not something I consciously want to do. I don’t want to have a pity party and have people feel sorry for me.
There are times though, that I do it unconsciously. I tend to get in a slump….just wanting to stay in the house and sleep or watch movies and eat junk food. I justify it by saying, “I deserve this.” I deserve to relax,” But it never ends up feeling like relaxing. At the end of the day I have no sense of accomplishment and have only pushed myself down further into the abyss. I start to get depressed without even seeing it happening. I make excuses to avoid social gatherings. I justify being lazy. Really that is all it is. Laziness. It is me allowing Satan to help me justify not fighting. It is moving in the direction of giving up instead of persevering. It is falling further and further away from God and from His plan. And the further I allow myself to fall, the harder it is to see the path I need to take.
I open my bible, or read an uplifting blog post, or hear a song on the local christian station; and the fog begins to lift. I have to move. I can’t stay still. That is the secret. Jesus said “Let your light so shine”. I have to stay in the light to shine my own light. It’s not always easy; but one step at a time. Even if it’s just a baby step…I will find that open window. I will go through it and the answer will be there.
My friend, I know you have struggled to. Perhaps you are struggling now. Don’t let your light go out. Keep fighting, pushing, praying. We can conquer this! You and me and Jesus.
…. in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. ~Romans 8:37
Some days words are just a jumbled mess in my brain. There are so many things to think about. So many things to figure out that I can’t even decide where to start. It’s like sitting motionless in a room surrounded by dirty laundry and screaming children. And dusty furniture. And dirty dishes. Overwhelmed with all of it. So overwhelmed that you turn your back on all of it and take a nap.
How do you start to sort things out when there is so much to sort? How do you pull out one thing, then the other, then the other and slowly start to put it together?
YOU don’t. And neither do I. Only God can. We have to remember to let Him. Sometimes sitting motionless is exactly where He needs us to be. Motionless and silent – open to His leading.
Just when we think we have it all figured out, God throws a wrench it there. He says, “now wait a minute!” I do have something better for you. Don’t be in such a rush” Then just when we think the waiting has become unbearable, He reveals a plan that is far beyond our wildest dreams.
I am in that place now. Waiting. Admittedly impatiently. When Faith is all we have to clutch with our fists, it may be all we need. And maybe instead of fists, we need to open our hands and be ready to receive. Whatever it is, whenever it comes. I don’t want to miss what He has for me!
Yours, O LORD, is the greatness and the power and the glory and the majesty and the splendor, for everything in heaven and earth is yours. Yours, O LORD, is the kingdom; you are exalted as head over all.~~1 Chronicles 29:11
Did you notice the word “everything” in the above quote? That means everything. Our home, our car, our pets, our lives.
A few years back my husband and I were having some financial struggles. Amidst all of it, our furnace stopped working. In the middle of winter. In the middle of the coldest week of that winter. In the middle of a Sunday when even if we could afford the repairs, there was no one to call.
Instead of panicking, we looked at each other and had the same thought. It’s not OUR furnace anyways. Then we looked up and said “Hey God! Fix your furnace would you!”
We left it at that and headed out to what happened to be a bible study on managing your finances in a biblical way. We were gone about 3 hours. Not once did we think about our ailing furnace.
It wasn’t until later that evening when we had been home several hours that it occurred to us. The furnace was running! It had been running since we got home and we didn’t even realize it.
Why are we so surprised when God comes through for us? He never lets us down. Yet we are always so amazed when He shows us His faithfulness.
In the coming week, ask God to take care of that rattle in His car or that leaky faucet. Have faith! He will come through for you. It might be a sudden fix, or maybe it will be a financial solution to help you afford repairs; But He is faithful to the end.
Take some time to listen to this song and give it all to Him.